Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Pain, Lonely Pain


Proverbs 14:10
We are all unique individuals who live with others who share many things in common. As we experience the sorrows and joys that inevitably come to us as human beings living in a fallen world, there are many common factors to those experiences. These common factors to human experience tie us together.
The longer we live, the more likely it is that someone close to us will die. There are few pains that run as deeply as the death of a loved one. And once you have been through a death, you are better able to relate to others who go through this. You know some of their pain, just as they know some of yours.
But there is also a part of your pain that they can’t relate to. Some of that pain is unique to you. I have found this especially true of the surviving spouses of soldiers killed in combat. Each has a story of their own relationship, the ups and downs, infidelity and losses, missed opportunities and justified angers. This relationship history makes the loss even more individual.
They remember the previous goodbyes and the pain of previous separations, the long waits for word of safety. They remember the angry last words, or silence as the plane was loaded with their man. They are angry over choices their spouse made during the relationship which didn’t have time to heal before they were killed. And for some, it never will heal. They will never hear the words their hearts need to hear.
And then the circumstances of the death make their pain unique. Because of the injuries inflicted, some spouses never get to kiss their loved one goodbye. They sometimes don’t even have the opportunity to touch their body to confirm it was their loved one. They must rely on DNA, dental records, and the eyewitness testimony to confirm the identity of the remains. And for some, doubts complicate the grieving process.
Each of us has our own pains, similar to other’s pain, but unique to us. And the same holds true for our joys. The joy of holding my grandkids is mine alone. They are special to me because I have so far escaped death. I am still alive, by the grace of God, and I rejoice in each moment with them. I may not have many more. But then again, I may have many more years. But as my spouse and kids will testify, my wet eyes betray the joys I feel.
Although we are unique in many ways, I want to encourage you to reach out to those around you and join in their sorrows and joys. You will become more fully a servant of Christ in the process. He was a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief. We should be like Him.